I'm Lindsay, 23 From New Hampshire. I have a BA in European History and a minor in writing for some reason. As you can see I like things. I go to a lot of shows and conventions. I play the drums and like cats, often at the same time and I can't spell.
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I feel like the stress and frustration that’s been building in my chest over the past month is just going to burst.
ALL I WANT IS A LITTLE FINANCIAL INDEPENDENCE, A PLACE OF MY OWN TO DECORATE ALL CUTE AND SOME CATS.
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?
Whoops, excuse me while I run screaming into the night.
Why is it when I’m looking to for part time jobs they are basically thrown in my lap, and when I need a real job I can look for a year and not find anything?
Seriously, I’ve never had to look more than a few weeks for a part time, or summer job. It’s when I’m looking for something full time I JUST CAN’T FIND JACK SHIT.
I decided last week since I can’t find a real job I’d pick up another part time job to make ends meet. I’ve already been warned summer payroll at Teavana is going to be terrible and I have bills to pay. WELL since then I’ve been handed applications for two different stores, BY A MANAGER and been told to fill them out because they are looking for part time help and they think I’d be a good fit.
I mean ya, that’s great and all but why can’t I find a real job?
IT’S BEYOND FRUSTRATING.
I’ve been so musically frustrated.
All I want to do is play or have a jam session and I can’t.
I WANT MY DRUM SET, Imagine practicing something for YEARS and then to not be able to do it?
It’s been on my mind but lately it’s sucked because it’s burning, my set’s a disaster and there’s no room for it in my life apparently.
ALL OF THE TEARS >:C
So I acquired a new monitor (yay IT connections!) and it works!! Now the only trouble is neither desktop will play nice with it still. The one that fell out of the car sounds like it boots up (even if it makes a terrifying vibrating noise) so not good. The other one (that worked in August) doesn’t sound like it’s booting anything, and just beeps.
At least my laptop is holding up. *knockonwood*
I could use my drum set to let out some rage and a lot of frustrations right now.
Good thing it’s at my friends house because I can’t trust my parents not to break it more than they already have.
I used to be good but I probably suck now.
I seriously can’t win.