So the theme of today was apparently everything about my life that annoys me happened today. Don’t get me wrong, my life isn’t bad by any standards, I’m just not where I want to be right now.
I’m capable of so much more than where I am now and I feel like I’m just wasting all of my potential here. I’m just wasting away and letting my cynicism get the better of me. I don’t know what I want to do with my life but I want it to mean something.I have no idea how to do that but I need to figure something out soon.
This entire week has just made me want to smash me head into things.
Life after college blows.
This would only happen to me
After 2 hrs and a clerical error at the town hall I have the plates, registration and title for a 2003 Honda Civic in my name. The Clerk registered it all under my moms name and not mine and it was just a cluster fuck from there. It was figured out tho.
We get to the insurance place and the guy runs the VIN and it comes back as a 2003 Honda Accord.
The past information and titles said it was a Civic, so it’s been wrong for 10 years and somehow nobody noticed. HOW DOES NOBODY NOTICE THIS?!
THE KEYS WERE ALMOST HANDED TO ME AND I CAN’T HAVE MY FUCKING CAR
I COULD HAVE DRIVEN IT HOME. I CAN’T EVEN TELL YOU HOW MUCH THIS COMPLICATES MY LIFE
It hit me when I was saying goodbye to one of my roommates that is really is goodbye. My other roomie and I have been living together for the past two years, even though we get drive each other crazy I’m gonna miss her. I’m going to miss all my friends here :(
I’m totally going to cry at graduation.
I think I should print out the lyrics to Jesus Christ by Brand New and I Won’t Say The Lord’s Prayer by The Wonder Years to demonstrate how much I despise religion.
I know as soon as I move back home I’m going to be forced back into going to church. I was raised Roman Catholic and I’ve never bought into it too much. It’s been up and down but since I was about 17 I’ve been dictionary definition agnostic.
I’m 22 years old, capable of making my own choices and it’s so wrong to make try and force me into beliefs that don’t feel right ti me. My mother won’t see it that way, but I really need to make her see.
I feel like this shouldn’t even be an issue at 22 in the first place.
Sometimes I just want to slap people silly.
I don’t want to work tomorrow.
No reason. I’m just a lazy bastard.
There’s nothing more alluring than doing something you know you shouldn’t.
I’m fantastic at giving advice,
I just can’t follow my own XD